"Scissors" i wander... through emotions that don't exsist. trying to find my way through a darkend room i grasp...(scissors) to something to comfort me.. at least for now, i feel at ease.. no one knows (the cuts) whats going on through my head.. people say they can "understand" but how can they, when i can't even... this pain.. (the red blood) stabbing deep into my soul.. like a needle full of poison, i wanna numb the pain.. dont know how..so i look up i breath softly (i cry) i'm wandering... through thoughts that don't exsist... why am i doing this to myself? when pain feels so good... sweet loving, and comforting pain... by: Ev Tindle